If there's a way to keep him from leaving...
I'd do my best to keep him from doing so...
If I told him how much I cared for him, he'd push me away and think I'm a crazy freak.
I don't want him to leave.
I care too much for him.
No, I don't like him like that. I just care too much about him to let him go.
If he leaves...
I'll be saddened for a very long time.
Probably the rest of the year.
It's almost as bad as when my best friend left 4 years ago.
I'm still upset about it.
I would beg him to stay, but that would look weird.
Now I believe people when they say that life can't be handled when all this pressure is put down upon me at once.
I guess it's true then.
He makes me happy.
I wanted him to be happy.
I tried to make him happy.
But it didn't work.
He's giving up on all of his friends.
He doesn't care anymore.
He never called...
I can't give up on him though.
I can't stand to lose another good friend.
Talking about it brings me to tears.
I try not to cry when I'm around him.
He doesn't understand.
Nobody understands.
He made me feel safe.
He made me feel alive.
He made me feel like I wasn't alone...
Now, he's leaving me behind so my troubles can come back and pile upon me once again.
I'd do anything to keep him from leaving.
But he won't listen to me.
I'm just someone he met while moving here.
I'm nobody to him.
He doesn't care.
He wont understand me.
So it's true...
The Sound of Goodbye...
Is Louder Than Any Drum Beat...
And I can't handle it.
I'm going deaf, it's too loud...